Eleven years of cumulative attraction ended tonight. Byron made his decision “I can’t let me you do it”… “I think at some point I may show more favoritism inadvertently, and it’ll hurt you, moreover I won’t have a choice but to discuss Shanan with you and vice-versa”.
We’ve never really had the chance to discover what could’ve or could not have been. I think that’s the saddest part to me. After years of not knowing, I still never will. My heart is broken. My master has released me.
servajess 
Shit! I am so sorry to hear that jess. Know this, it is not the end, just the beginning of a new journey. It may not help with the hurt, but you will find your ONE.
All I can offer now are distant hugs and meaningless words, but you will get through this.
It does help wrongedandrighted, very much. Thank you for you kind and meaningful words.
One thing I can count on is that Byron and I will remain friends, that is a comfort as well…not the comfort I want, but comfort all the same. We just have to figure out how to be just friends as we have always been something more.
I really hope that you can maintain the friendship. Going about that might be difficult, but I sincerely hope you find that common ground.
*hugs*
Thank you Indigo 🙂